Thursday, June 23, 2011

Babes in the sun

Maya, like my older two children were as newborns, is mildly jaundiced. I've been taking her out in the sun for a little bit in the late afternoon or early evening because I want her to get some sun, but I'm worried about sunburn.I love her facial expression here:I'm so glad Jared works on our yard and makes it look nice... I love being out there and the kids love playing outside.Look at Nathan's face in the background... I think it's kinda funny:Rylie loves her pink dress. If it's hanging in the closet, odds are she'll wear it.And one more that makes me laugh - she's trying to latch onto my arm:

Monday, June 20, 2011

Father's Day

Just some pictures from that day in black and white, cause I'm artsy... Hope the last one isn't too naked for you. I think it's pretty though, and it's kind of a preview of a bunch of pictures Shannon took when she visited us in the hospital.







Father's Day was today... Pardon me while I wax emotional. I felt like it was this awful Father's Day because I didn't do anything and Jared made all this wonderful food (waffles with his special homemade strawberry topping, then pot roast and rolls for dinner) and still had to do so much for all of us because I'm still pretty incapacitated since I had a baby lo these 5 days ago. So then this evening after Nathan and Rylie were put to bed, I'm sitting there trying not to freak out Maya with my weird reactions to various kinds of pain while I feed her and Jared offers me a massage for when she's finished. Yeah. I just started bawling like... well... like a recently pregnant woman. So then he's all concerned and completely nonplussed. When I finally get ahold of myself and explain why I'm acting so bizarrely he just laughs and says sweet things about how Maya is a wonderful Father's Day present and how the kids are all so sweet when they're not being devilish and how he doesn't do that much, really, nothing like giving birth to three children and that he really liked my card this morning. Then he gave me that massage.


Yeah. I married that guy. The kind of guy who would sleep on this awful thing for two nights just so I don't have to be alone with a newborn in the hospital:
I love you Jared. Happy Father's Day.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

dar a luz

Well, after my last post, I feel like I need to yell out a big, fat, "Just kidding!" because I really was in labor, after all.



I realized I might actually be in labor at about 7ish in the morning when I went back to bed and started reading to try and get sleepy. I started having contractions every 10, then 8 minutes. After a little over an hour the kids got up (they had slept in, yay!) and I decided I'd better kill two birds with one stone. That sounds creepy since I had two kids... but I just mean that I needed to get up and move to see if the contractions slowed down and I also needed to make the kids breakfast. So I did so, and the contractions got closer together, although slightly less painful when I was standing. I texted Jared to tell him about it and that I was going to call the doctor. I called, but the office wasn't open and there was another number to call. So I called that one, and they acted all weird about me calling when I should just go to the hospital to be evaulated. (Just doing what my doctor asked me to do, mmkay?) So while the kids ate their breakfast, I got ready to go and called my friend Kristin to ask her to watch the kids that day. Jared got home then, helped the kids get ready to go, and took them over. When he got back we left for the hospital.


During the drive, I just hoped that they wouldn't send me back home. With Nathan and Rylie, labor had been relatively cut and dry, and rather short. This time around, I'd had a few days of false or prelabor and plenty of painful contractions with no result, so I had no idea what to expect now. Jared had gone to the temple early that morning and told me he had thought, "It's a good thing I came, because I might not be able to go again for a while."


When we arrived, memories of coming to visit Nathan in the hospital flooded back to me. I didn't feel sad or a sense of foreboding, though. Even though I was in pain, I felt pretty positive and upbeat about everything. Jared came in after parking the car before I could even make it to the elevator, so we went up together. I was admitted and the woman at the desk asked if I'd preregistered. I had planned on doing that this week, but it was too late now! We walked back to a labor room and I only had to stop and stand still for a contraction once. The room was large and had a great view, which was nice. There was also a jetted tub that looked enticing, but I didn't end up using it.


So then a nurse checked my progress and said I was dilated to a 4 and 90% effaced and that we were definitely having a baby that day. Yay! She then told me that since I hadn't been tested for Group B Strep yet that they were going to have to treat me for it as if I had it. I was supposed to have the test that day at my appointment, actually. So they gave me penicillin for that. I didn't get the epidural right away since I was worried it would slow things down too much but they said with how progressed I was already that it would be fine. However, the epidural did end up slowing me down a little. It ended up being a good thing, though, since the penicillin needed about 4 hours to get into my system. Eventually they gave me a tiny bit of pitocin to get things going more, and soon after that Maya was born. But before that (or shortly after?), the epidural started wearing off in my core. My legs were pretty numb but everything above was starting to get full feeling back. I'm a wuss, so I was not a fan. Also, I'm noisy. I felt kinda bad that people were trying to talk to each other about important medical stuff and they could barely hear each other. I wasn't screaming or anything, just moaning loudly, I think. Anyway, they gave me extra and I soon felt a lot better. My legs completely lost all feeling, though, which was super weird. They just kind of flopped around and I couldn't move them on my own at all. I still had a little bit of feeling in my core, but no pain. So that part was perfect for me. I could still feel some pressure and I could tell when Maya came out just from feeling it.


When I was getting ready to push apparently Maya was already crowning but I didn't realize it. The doctor and the nurse were talking about how she had all this dark hair and for a minute I thought they were talking about me! I just thought it was kind of awkward but shrugged it off. I told Jared about it later and he laughed at me. It does seem like a typical thing for me to misunderstand! Anyway, it was time to push so I pushed once and her head came out, then pushed again and she came out the rest of the way. It was such a relief to feel her come out! I could finally take a deep breath again! She started crying right away so I knew she was breathing. There was a knot in her umbilical cord, too. Jared didn't cut her cord because he was filming her birth at this point. The nurses dried Maya off and took her vitals and measurements while I delivered the placenta. She weighed 7 pounds and 8 ounces, and was 19 inches long. At one minute old her Apgar score was an 8 and a little later it was a 9. I think her head was 35 cm. Anyway then they put that goopy stuff on her eyes and wrapped her up and let me hold her. It felt like I'd been waiting forever! It was so nice to finally have her in my arms. She wasn't happy for a while though unless I was bouncing her. I think it was just the sharper noises and bright lights and cold, but I don't know. After a while she calmed down more and I tried nursing her. It didn't come as easily as it had with Rylie (which was so easy right at first it was practically a miracle) but as of now she's gotten the hang of it and I'm remembering things again.


After she'd tried nursing a little while the nurse took her and Jared down to the Mother/Baby floor to get her more cleaned up and everything. Jared stayed with Maya in the nursery for that and then my nurse came back to help me get down to that floor as well. My legs were still so incredibly numb she and someone else had to roll me into a gurney and then later into my bed on the Mother/Baby floor. Awkward. I had chills at this point so they brought me heated blankets a couple of times. Dinner came not long after and it was warm although I didn't really get to eat it when it was super warm for various reasons. Of course by the time I did eat it, however, everything in my body was fluctuating and I'd started sweating. Oh the craziness.


So I wasn't going to have Maya room in with me at night unless she needed to eat but she's ended up staying both nights anyway. She's been a really good sleeper for the most part. This afternoon and tonight, though, she's been more fussy so I asked for a pacifier. She doesn't keep it in very long but it's better than nothing. I find myself a little more paranoid this time around (more paranoid? um. yes.) and at first it was kinda freaking me out just to go to the bathroom when Jared was asleep or out of the room. Also, even though they tell you to only allow the RN's with pink badges to take the baby in and out of the room, how hard would it be for someone to just snatch her and run, right in front of my face? I'm not exactly in any condition to sprint after someone. I did think about it, though. I'm sure I could make it for a little while, and maybe others would help if they saw what was going on... See? I told you I was paranoid. Not that any of you who know me well need reminding.


Anyway, I think Maya is so cute and she reminds me of an ewok for some reason. Jared occasionally calls her Maya bear, which seems fitting. She is so soft all over and it's partly because she's still got a little fuzz, kind of like Nathan had when he was born. He was waay more hairy, though. And it's still early and hard to tell, but she seems to be really similar in coloring to Nathan, too. I also kind of think she has Swinford eyes and she seems to have the same nose as Nathan and Rylie (and me). I say it's the Prince nose but I don't know where it came from before that. The kids seem to love her and always want to hold her (although they get bored after about 5 seconds most of the time). Nathan and Rylie loved visiting us in the hospital but I think part of the attraction were things like the buttons on my bed and the tv and things like that.


Aubrie is watching the kids for us now. Thank you again, Aubrie! You are awesome!


Shannon came this evening to take pictures of Maya and some of us with Maya. We'll try to get the film onto a CD soon and hopefully they turned out well so I can share some with you guys. It was pretty shadowy so we'll see.


I'm not sure I'm going to get much sleep tonight (or any night any time soon) but I'm happy Maya is here and healthy and soo happy I'm not pregnant anymore. That was not a fun pregnancy.


So anyway, if you want to see some of the pictures we have so far, you can look at the album I made on facebook here.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Killing time...

This is me at almost 37 weeks (a few days ago). Pretty big, eh?So I've had false labor off and on since Saturday. It's super neat and makes me feel all special inside. It's a pretty morning outside, though.
Aaaanyway. So to distract myself I've been doing all sorts of preparing and cleaning. I mean, scrubbing my shower with bleach at 2 in the morning? So not me. But apparently, right now it is.
I've had the hospital bag packed for over a month, but a couple nights ago I also packed a diaper bag (although no actual diapers in it yet) and a tub of stuff to keep by the side of my bed so I won't have to get up when I need stuff for the baby in the early morning hours or what-have-you. Also pictured is the bassinet, piles and piles of clothes, blankets, waterproof pads, burp cloths, etc. AND the nifty changing pad tray I asked Jared to make. It's going on top of a dresser in a few months when the baby moves to her room (or possibly sooner, depending on how noisy of a sleeper she is). I want to stain or paint it first, though. Not pictured is the ziploc bag for bathtime, with a couple towels, washcloths, soap and lotion stuff and extra clothes in it. I should be an honorary boy scout or something.
Here's a close-up of the supplies tub, since I know you were dying of curiosity. It's got newborn diapers (unopened package, in case she comes out huge and we have to exchange them for bigger diapers), one or two extras (of things like pj's, hats, socks, blankets, waterproof pads and burp cloths), wipes, nursing pads, changing pad, water bottle, chapstick and hand sanitizer. I'm planning on adding my lansinoh, hand lotion and a granola bar or two later. The kind of granola bar that doesn't crumble into a baby's face, cause I'm aware that that could happen.
Also you get to see my wonky faux boppy and the cover I made for it a few days ago or so. In the upper left corner is a rip that I need to repair. (Sorry blogger keeps turning the picture clockwise for some reason)

These contractions are making me say intelligent things like, "ow, ow, holy ow." I have a doctor's appointment this afternoon but I have a feeling he's going to say something like, "hang in there!" instead of, "oh my, this baby's about to pop out! hurry to the hospital!" which makes me sad. Somebody should get me a chocolate soda to comfort me.


oh p.s., I never posted a picture of the (almost) finished curtain I put in Nathan's and Rylie's room. Nathan took a picture of it from the bottom bunk so you can kinda see it.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Thursday, June 9, 2011

playing in the backyard

Finally! It's finally warm enough these days for the kids to play outside! Granted, it did get kinda cold and rainy for a little while today, but it was pretty brief.
These pictures are from last week, but it still shows them enjoying the backyard.I can't wait till the vegetables start growing... I'm especially excited for the tomatoes and zucchini. And hopefully we'll get at least one decent pumpkin for carving at Halloween...



p.s. I added more pictures that the kids took to their album.

p.s.s. I wrote this post a few days ago but blogger was being dumb and wouldn't load my pictures. Now, it's working. Halle-freakin-lujah. Seriously, I think I'm almost done with blogger.